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Feedback on “Having a Real a
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13/03/08 Many people think
there’s little or no hope for those in our prison
system. Don Simpson, director of Christian
Age Ministries (which has over 15 teams going regularly into
various NZ
prisons, and is an affiliate of Across
Ministries) sends the following report, collected by Precept
Ministries. Hopefully this
will give reason for people to think again. Note: names have been changed for security reasons. 2. It
made a lot of difference to my life. A
month ago I had to go to court and I had decided I to lie so that I
would get a
lighter sentence. But a passage from page 21 kept troubling me. It was
John
8:44, “You are of your father the devil, he is a liar and the father of
lies.” In the end I told the truth And it makes such a difference
having these others around for support and encouragement.
and didn't involve others. I felt so much better
afterwards. I've been reading
my Bible, but I read the ___ Bible because I don't understand the
others. I
used to be scared that, if I went to church and Bible studies, everyone
would
make my life a misery, but in actual fact everyone seems to accept me
as I
am. 3. I've been a
believer since I was 7 years old, but I lost the track,
followed my sinful nature, and that landed me in here. For the last 3
months in
jail, I've become stronger. I pray and read my Bible night and morning,
but I
carry Jesus around with me all the time. I've learned to thank the
Lord for
the hard times and for the grief, because they've made me stronger
in Him
and warmed my heart. I've appreciated the Bible study because it's
taken me
back to Him and taught me so much that I didn't understand before. I
thought
I'd be so angry and rebellious when I was sentenced, but in fact I had
a strong
sense of God being with me through the court hearing, and I
felt quite
at peace about the outcome. 4. I didn't really
feel the Bible study touched my heart, but I'm keen to
go on with more. I do pray every night, and I'm scared of going back to
my old
way of life, drinking so heavily. Pray for me… 5. The Bible study
taught me a lot. Before I knew that Jesus died, but I
didn't know why He died. Now I know that He died for my sins and I've
put my
faith in Him. Before I didn't know what to pray, but now I do. When
I tried
to read my Bible before, I didn't understand it. Now I do. Before I
used to get
so angry, now I stop and think, and ask myself why. 6. I enjoyed the Bible
study. It brought
me back to the Lord, and now I believe that's why He put me in
here. I used
to be such a control freak, rushing around organising everyone else's
life, and
my own soul was running dry. When I landed in prison I was mad at God
for
putting me here and letting me down. I wouldn't pray, and when Tony
tried to
get me to come to Bible study I pulled the sheet up over my head and
said I
didn't want a thing to do with anything about God. But Tony pulled the
sheet
off and wouldn't take no for an answer. The
Lord humbled me and brought me back to Himself. Now I'm closer to
the other
girls here too, and we are having prayer meetings together. 7. I love the
Bible study. It's been really great to
go over so many things from the Scriptures – sometimes even
mind-boggling. I
love it, particularly the discussions where we apply it to our own
lives. For 8
years I turned my back on Christian things. It's so lovely to be back,
to be
getting into the Scriptures, and to be having prayer times with the
others. We're
praying that the gospel will light up the whole prison. I've picked
up
stuff I hadn't come across for years. It's especially helpful in that
I'm
losing my sight and am having real difficulty reading the Bible for
myself. 8. At
first I found the lesson format hard – dotting back and fore from one
place to
another, but once I got used to that I found them good. It has
increased my
awareness of what sin is, and what is pleasing to God, and how the Holy
Spirit
can conquer the enmity in our hearts. There was one week that a lot of
us found
very difficult – it was Lesson 3 which was all about sin, and very full
on.
That same week the Alpha lesson was all about sin too, and one of the
girls
just cracked. I struggle a bit with my relationship with God. It's
taking
time for it to go from my head to my heart, but I think it's beginning
to
happen. |
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